Well i've had academic problems at school, and i've also watch alot of porn, shemale porn this is problably a stupid question. basically i to make a long story short, i've been depressed, clincial I guess, and i've been having sex with transsecual escorts, and i'm confsued as hell. i'm in therapy, she said something about i guess i had lost my sex drive, so i tried it and liek it so then i just assumed that i was gay or whatever, i'm confused about my sexucality and i'm still depressed. i've gotten out of depression. i always recover, and build confidence and self esteem to a healthy level, and then i take a risk ie sex with a transsexual(no disrespect to them) and then i crash and began and whirlpool and negative thoguht scuh as *****..etc... i can't take it anymore i swore to myself i would not do it again, i didn't even want to do it i thought i would be a big deal, i had everything rolling then i did it and i crashed (takes about a full week for me to crash) ....Advice about recurring depression?
Stop giving yourself a hard time. Maybe you are driven to do things that you think are risky?
Eat well, stop giving yourself a hard time, everyone's sexuality is different, different things get us going. As long as you don't harm anyone there's no reason to feel guilt. Only time and a bit of introspection can help you figure out your sexual preference. If I feel bad I take myself out of my familiar surroundings and go off for a few days. It helps me think and figure stuff out.
You'll get there.
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